And I will try to fix you

I’ve been scrolling past my twitter timeline and I see people tweeting stuffs like how their day went, or perhaps how they feel smitten at the moment… the typical kind of things. Others -- including me --wanted to fast forward time to next next week, which is school fair (I’m pretty excited for that and I can’t wait to blog about that!). Some were emoting, and basically finding ways to be noticed by others. A few people’s tweets actually makes sense, if you were to ask me. Because sometimes I think that people tweet whatever crap comes to their mind or something.

Of course twitter wouldn’t be twitter without those #hashtags and trends.

 

I have two twitter accounts: one fangirl account (@shriekmalik), and one personal account (@idkjustine). Of course I find it embarrassing flooding timelines of acquaintances, so I made a personal account.

Anyway, the two sets of trends had the same top trend, which was funny because usually a telenovela-related trend would always top the Philippine trends. The top trend of the day was #WhatHurtsTheMost.

I wanted to blog about the trend, so there.There are a lot of things that hurt me, so I’m gonna rant and rave about it here. 

One thing that hurts me is when people reject or judge you without giving you a chance to show them who you really are. I think that’s how society is today, and it’s sick. I really don’t want people going all like, “She’s such a weird freak,” or whatever. I just don’t feel okay hearing such words. I know I shouldn’t let other people bring me down with whatever they think of me, but sometimes I just can’t avoid getting hurt. 

Another thing that hurts me is those people who see you as a choice or option when you see them as a priority. It’s unfair, don’t you think? That there are these people whom you care for too much but they don’t feel that way for you. And the fact that there are these people who prioritize you so much -- take your parents for example -- but you don’t. It makes me feel guilty sometimes.

Yup, I guess I’ve let it all out. I feel better now.