Day 16 of 365

Someone you trust

This is hard.

It’s because I’ve been betrayed by a lot of people I considered ‘friends’, and recalling and looking back kinda hurts. Despite of what I’ve experienced, I still trust a few people. Automatically include God and family in the list of people I trust.

I trust my friends… who am I kidding? Out of 10, 10 being the highest, my trust for them ranges from 3 to 6. I really don’t trust much of them. I really don’t. I try to, but I can’t. It just doesn’t feel right and I don’t think they’re that trustworthy. 

But gladly, last year I’ve become super close with a sophomore who’s been my friend for ages. I got the chance to know her better because of the interests we share, and she’s prety much the best venting buddy ever.

Meet Jiona.

Basically, she and I go to the same school and we probably became acquaintances back in grade school. I think we became close when she was a freshman and I was a sophomore. We shared our love for Harry Potter occasionally until I found out just last summer that she likes One Direction too! She’s like my soulmate and at the same time she’s like the little sister I never had. 

She’s my venting buddy, and usually we vent out everything through DMs on twitter. She’s a very, very lovely person once you get to know her. She’s sarcastic like me… and we’re so much alike. Jio’s the type of person you’d want to befriend if you’re a new student and she’s your classmate. She likes indie which makes her stand out from everyone else. She is very creative and imaginative, which is something I like about her. She can be funny sometimes, and I try to appreciate that, too. Haha!

Anyway, she’s one of the people I love and care about the most. I trust her, too. This might seem like we’ve had a ‘thing’ before, but truth be told, the farthest we’ve been is just being very close friends. I’m saying this because someone asked me anonymously on ask.fm a few hours ago, and it made us laugh.

I trust her because she can keep any secret I tell her, and she doesn’t judge me unlike my other ‘friends’. She’s a simple person, and she makes me feel comfortable. I trust her because I know she trusts me, which is important, too.